She sits on her bed Waiting for the sun to rise She has been awake for days Black circles form under her eyes She smiles more drama is always needed
She stares into a blue screen Her television has been on sleeping mode She tries to count the freckles on her thighs Pulls her hair behind her ears
Her lover is sleeping by her right side Clueless to her actions She stares at him She tries to poke him Hes still asleep always fell into a deep sleep
She tries to get out of bed The cracking sound forces her to stay still She looks at her watch 2 hours till sunrise She lies on her back
Her second lover is sleeping by her left side Muttering some nonsense She stares at him She laughs at his words He would never know talking while asleep
She stares at the ceiling She sits straight She shakes her head Shes alone in bed She says: My mind is playing tricks on me
Fade to black
She stands in her living room Wearing her white silk dress Takes a gulp from her coffee Pulls her hair behind her ears
Her lover kisses her Sits on a sofa Admiring her frozen posture He has no clue she has made sure of that
Her second lover hugs her Smells her hair Kisses her neck She smiles he would never find out
Tears drown her face She drops her mug She watches it splatter into tiny pieces She shakes her head She says: Youre gone! Im alone Im alone
Fade to black
She stands in her photo lab Surrounded by red light She rubs her eyes Pulls her hair behind her ears
Her lover hands her a set of negatives He comments on her new work He thinks its the best so far She stares at a light bulb what a fool
Her second lover stands by her side Their favorite song plays in the background He grabs her hand and forces her to dance She closes her eyes such a great dancer
She tares her pictures She closes her ears Takes a deep breath Shes alone She says: Im a coward a coward!
Fade to black
She lies on her bed Staring at the ceiling She closes her eyes Her lover is sleeping soundly on her right side Her second lover is muttering on her left side
She pokes them They dont even move She jumps on her bed She screams and kicks them They continue to sleep
She stares at them Panting heavily She says: I deserve this I deserve it! Is it true when someone leaves you part of them is stuck with you? Is it true that you will keep haunting me even after Ive been gone? Im gone Im truly gone will you remember me?
when someone leaves you, part of them is stuck with you...
or more precisely, part of you becomes that someone...
and with each new person, another part of you becomes a new someone...
until at the end, you realise you're no more...
and that body you're dragging is nothing but puzzled parts of souls you've already lost a long time ago...
carefully.This is my
raffle. First one's
here's her prize:
This time, the
winner will get a
thigh-up similar to
these: Rules: You
have to be a watcher
of mine before this
journal was posted.
If you want to
want to make an
awesome tutorial for
your friends, and
anybody else who
might be interested
gning ...There are
some essentials you
are going to want to
keep in mind when
you make your
:Its not just a...
Okay this is
the first time
making a point
turns out great I'd
be sure to hold
another one again
be 6 winners!each
will get 50
join:1. Watch me and
: (she's my sis)2.
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